but i ran into the ex at the library. he was looking through videos, and i picked one up, instead of dodging out of his sightline, i held up a flick and asked,
will this be scary?
maybe. who's it by?
it wasn't a full blown, hello how are you conversation by any stretch of the imagination. it was just, a, you know me, tell me if i'll like this kind of cut to the chase conversation.
i asked another question, without looking at him, then walked away.
it was strange. strained. but what can you expect. it's been over six months now. nearly eight.
every day i'm glad i did it. i made the right decision, it just complicates things so much.
ease has never been my wish. i just want peace. p.e.a.c.e. whatever that means, however that looks. for all my people, for those i love and have loved. i have no ill will toward any of them.
i only hope they know it. that someday they will come to understand.
we do the best we can.
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