Friday, February 20, 2009

not yet let go

i keep trying, i really do. and i've plenty of diversions now, though not enough to keep a mind like mine occupied, but plenty for the average person. i shouldn't have to look back over my shoulder, or think about how much i'm trying not to remember. but sometimes i do.

my girl and i tracked down her beloved horses the other day. it was a nice drive, and i actually saw a swan. my vision has not failed yet. that is scant comfort.

there are no words for this place. i should not have checked my email, it only served to anger me.

and i'm not very nice when i'm angry.

i must go now, burn off this latest frustration.

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