denied

so, i wanted to sleep in, but my body had other ideas. wide awake at 8am. so, i rolled out of bed and went to the gym. it's been too long. i'm told the way to generate energy is to burn it, applying this theory, i work my body in what has become my bestworst workout. i'm not into it anymore. i don't like going there, but it is some place to go do the work i need to do. i will last this winter, then i'm out. contracts are a bitch.

so, i am at the library, bearing down on six hundred pages and just wanting to pass out. this is why i don't read at home. i would pass out and then be in the same boat with the book.

while i appreciate the merits of harry potter, i don't see the allure. it's all so much information and i guess if i'd gotten on board at the beginning of the ride instead of midway through the fad, it would have been easier. but i was a different person then.

so i'll read this book and not look back, though my girl wants desperately for me to read them all. i just don't have that kind of time. i don't know that i have this kind of time. this particular class i'm reading this book for is on writing anger. the books are excellent models, just a bit much. too damn much if you ask me.

i'm hoping to delve into jung and some more pueblo poets this go round. incorporating whatever crazy shit i can get by my prof. we'll see how it goes. it will help that i pulled it out two semesters ago and the prof i did it with teaches in this program. he's the one i'm reading this damn book for. grr.

anyway, work soon.

some of my favorite people will be working, that's good.

i'll take it easy tonight, i'm tired.