Monday, February 04, 2008

i really tried

to fall asleep, i did. but here i am at two am watching bullriding and checking my email. my faithful advisor of last semester chimed in to say he'd gladly work with me again.

but sleep continues to be an issue. i don't remember what it was to sleep at regular times. lately, i go and go and go until i just crash for twelve plus hours.

i'm getting tired at work too, i didn't do such a good close tonight. there is just too much to do, and as i said, i'm tired.

these bullfighters amaze me, the bool seems intent on ripping their arm off, meanwhile they're being judged on style, form, how great a beating they can take. and i sit in awe. (i thought i'd leave that little typo for you to see how fritzed my brain really is. bool, in what world does that equal bull?)

i'm also watching john rich of all people on CMT (i know, i know)
there is a show called gone country, which has mainstream musicians, celebrities if you will, and sees if they can go country, cross over, but backwards. maybe it should be called a cross back. some kind of retreat.

snicker snicker.

now i don't give a rip about what's on CMT typically. but this show has dee snider, of twisted sister fame on it.

he rocked those bumpkins the other night. it was wonderful.

damn i'm tired. i just wish i could sleep. and i don't even drink coffee at work.

i need to figure out what i'm doing and focus my energies there. my boss says she wants to make me a full-time employee. and i said,
what does that mean in terms of hours

thirty to forty,
she said.

i'm close now, i may even hit thirty this week. but i can't keep up this pace indefinately.

i was the top loser in two categories at my gym this month though.

lost most inches and most pounds. whoo hoo!

very few people got weighed and measured (after holiday blues, i guess), but i'm intrepid and went for it. and look, i'm a big fat loser! huzzah.

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