synchronistic moments

i can hardly describe them, but i'm grateful when they occur.

and i try not to let the ordinary moments mean less. immersion in the now is what i'm after. it's hard, to stay present. hard to be a whole person.

but that is what's happening. wholeness is finding it's way into my life.

and i welcome it.

there was a song that came to me today, a rainbow song. i have to go see if i can't find the words.

here they are, pretty much any crazy thing you can think of, you can find easily now. which is nice, but i awoke from my nap today, and this was the song that i sang myself awake with.



since you been gone
by rainbow

I get the same old dream, same time every night
Fall to the ground and I wake up
So I get out of bed I put on my shoes and in my head
Thoughts like that since our break-up

These four walls are closing in
Look at the fix you’ve put me in

CHORUS
Since you’ve been gone
Since you’ve been gone
I’m out of my head, can’t take it
Could I be wrong, but since you’ve been gone
You cast a spell, so break it

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Since you’ve been gone

So in the night I stand beneath the back street light
I read the words that you sent to me
I can take the afternoon, but
night-time comes arround to soon
You can’t know what you mean to me

Your poison letter, your telegram
Just go to show you don’t give a damn

CHORUS

If you will come back baby, you
know you’ll never do wrong

CHORUS

(and while this video lacks joe lynn turner, it gets the point across nicely).