Sunday, November 02, 2008

what's next?

i resolve, then i unresolve. i resolve, then i unresolve. that's not resolve then, i guess. that's called wavering. or weighing options. i'm approaching huge crossroads in my life and i'm trying to navigate to where i need to be. only trouble is, i don't have a clue where that is or what it looks like.

and i'm beginning to love where i'm at. strange as that sounds.

i cried driving home tonight because i felt that kind of joy inside that has eluded me for so many years, my whole life, perhaps.

but it's coming closer and i'm welcoming it.

very tired, must rest. too much to do to waste time anymore. that's the fact of the matter.

peace.

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