hurry up and slow down

so i'm up at two am, doing dishes (what else is there to do at two am, really, unless you're a doctor).

my bunny was up to no good at that hour, so i let him out to hop around, he seemed to enjoy this time to stretch his springy legs. he took his agression out on a rather imposing looking shopping bag, which made tons of noise. i kept expecting my husband to walk in with a shotgun.

and the thought of an aggressive bunny made me laugh. it's my limited vocabulary that makes him aggressive, not his nature. i'll have to think on this a while yet before i can articulate what i'm trying to say.

so i finish the dishes, and pop bunny back in his cage, and i check my cyberclass ust in case it's up and running, as it wasn't at midnight. 2am, it's on. and i'm stoked. spent about an hour reading the preliminary materials, and since this is technically a science class, the prof's writing is amazing. meaty, wonderful. he will challenge me for sure.

i ordered my texts online, which is why i've been raring to go, we can't even get that process started which seems foolish (to withold titles until the actual day class begins). my school said i could check their website but the address is no longer functional. i don't know that they check their materials much, but it's nice, when leaving for a holiday weekend, to send someone bum information. this instills confidence, especially if you represent a learning institute.

but then again, maybe it's not the institute that is to blame. you're only as strong as your employees, and i know enough about that to know, not a whole lot of people out there are wanting to outshine their job descriptions.

so there are only two of us in the class. and this is fine by me, except that it will mean more waiting. (and oh, how i love to wait)

i post my intro at 3am then go to bed, fully expecting to wake up to something, some glimmer of response, some post by someone who is as fired up about this class as i am. but maybe that is unfair. i have a lot more reasons to be fired up. and that also may be unfair to say i have more reasons, but the long and the short of it is, i'm raring to go. and it looks like, i'm just going to the gym now. maybe in a few hours someone will be saying something in my class.

peace. out.