not no less work

so, my boss is trying to give me shifts other than closing, which i really appreciate, but he bumped my start time up so early, it becomes a child care situation for me. and, well, that isn't helpful. the reason i work the hours i do are because i have a kid and i homeschool. those things do not permit me to freely schedule my time, much as my boss would like it. i am not a free agent in the time department, that's all i can say.

and my friend's kid wants my girl to sleep over, but i have to work it out so it helps my schedule not weigh it down more, so i said,

no. can't happen.

because it just can't. i'm too tired to be running all over town trying to get this kid to this or that. i do that all the time and now is just not the time for it.

i think my first essay is done. a friend read it, but she is not the best critical eye i could have asked because she didn't know here or there about what i was doing. so be it.

i trust that if i'm to be in this particular program, it will be evident. and it will happen. if not, life goes on. i can't spend anymore time on this. and time is the crucial element at the moment. the fulcrum if you will.

i have laundry to do, before i take my daughter to my soon to be ex, and then away to work. nothing else we can do. no family. no friends. ah well. we carry on.

peace. out.