speak again

this is the time, when i'm world weary, restless, and in need of you. the time when you would succle me with words. revive me. but i need to revive myself now, to find self soothing ways of coping with the days.

i'm not doing so well. i went to read at the library today, and forced myself to finish the chapter i've been lagging through. then, i look up and there's metallica on the cover of the rolling stone. i wander over and pick it up. same tired article, and i don't even like the new album, so it's kind of hard to care.

it's hard to care about much these days.

and i miss your words.

i miss you.

but this is too much. and i must find my way to some task that demands my attention. for in no time, it will be tomorrow and a whole new set of demands will be made on my time.

i still miss you.

this song found its way to me today:



good love is on the way by john mayer

I'm a lazy lover
Undercover
Wasting time
Then one day this summer
I changed my number
To cut my line

Good love is on the way
I been lonely but I know, I'll be ok
Good love is on the way

3 years broken hearted
But now her ghost is finally gone
I'm done with broken people
This is me
I'm working on (cause I know)

Good love is on the way
I've been lonely but I know, I'll be ok
Good love is on the way

Good to go for wherever I'm needed
Bags are packed and I'm
Down by the door
You can take all the tricks up my sleeve
I don't need them anymore

Good to go for wherever I'm needed
Bags are packed and I'm
Down by the door
You can take all the tricks up my sleeve
I don't need them anymore

Good love is on the way
I've been lonely, lonely, lonely, yeah
Good love is on the way
I've been lonely but I know I'll be ok
Good love is on the way
Oh, Good love is on the way, hey